Alright, so, “i hate that we ain’t make it to forever,” huh? This phrase hit me hard, So I decided to dig in and mess around with it, see if I could turn it into something, you know, tangible.

The Start
First, I just sat with the words. Let them bounce around in my head. It’s a sad line, a regretful one. I needed to feel that before I could do anything with it.
Playing Around
Next, I start to write some lyrics,I thought it will be nice to be a good song, here’s the process:
- Scribbling:I opened up my old notebook, and started jotting down whatever came to mind. Related phrases, images, memories it sparked. Total mess at first.
- Then try to make a song:I opened the GarageBand,trying make some melody that fit the lyrics.
- Finding a Rhythm:I’m no musician,I hummed the phrase out loud, trying to find a rhythm, a beat that felt * my hands, tapping my foot, just kind of vibing with it.
Putting It Together
- Drafting:Once I had some pieces I liked, I started trying to structure them. Thinking about verses, choruses, the whole shebang. It’s like a puzzle, trying to fit these fragments together.
- Revising: Oh man, so much crossing out, rewriting, moving things *’s frustrating, but also kinda satisfying when a line finally clicks.
And keep working with the music software to refine the melody.
The End Result
It is not really perfect. But it’s something. It’s a little piece of that feeling, that regret, turned into something I could hold onto. It is rough, unfinished, but it’s real, you know?
It’s amazing how you can take a phrase that’s full of sadness and turn it into something with form and * is my personal way to process stuff, to turn those messy feelings into something, even just a little bit, more manageable.